Bismillah. It's sunday.

Hmm. Normal week for me. Aaaaand a silent one as well. Except for yesterday. Jalan raya with ex-classmates. Hehehe. That really calmed me down except for the van rental. Nevertheless, everything went well, Alhamdulillah. :)

Felt so different few days ago. lost, no objective for the day, and so on. And I don't know why almost everyone's angry at me. People judge what. Semua benda aku buat macam salah gitu. Berdiam salah, nak argue pun salah. Macam mana nie. Buat bodoh je lah.

Spent most of the time monitoring my granddad, well only by bathing him, and positioning him on the bed.. Otherwise, if it's before exam, revision after that. aaaaaand went back home around evening time..

Sometimes, the situation around me is an eye-opener and made me even realise how 'imperfect' am I in this world. Kdg2 kita tak sadar akan kelebihan yang diberi Allah swt, apabila satu hari ditarik, manusia tersebut akan rasa kesal. Kelebihan dunia membuat manusia terpesong akan kebendaan dan lupa akan dasar sebagai hamba Allah yang hina di muka bumi ni. I always remind myself of being grateful for whatever I'm having right now. Kerana tiada benda yang kekal di alam yang fana' ini.

I've yet to balance out my needs and my intentions. and I should make this clear to myself that what you want, is not what you need. Because most of the time, I can't be too dependent on my parents...

As of today, it's an open house for relatives. Hope that everything will run smoothly Insha'Allah. :)

Permudahkan segala urusanku. Ameen ya Allah.

Hidup ini unik. Penuh seninya. Tidak selalunya berbunga ceria, tidak juga sentiasa berduri bahaya. Selalunya juga apa yang diharap-harap, tidak pula dinikmat rasa. Apa yang hendak dicampak jauh, dikejar-kejar pula menimpa. Lalau jika dihayati sebenarntya, ia penuh dengan warna-warni kehidupan. Bagi alam ciptaan Maha Esa ini, ada kurang disebalik sempurnanya. Dan ada sempurna di celah-celah kekurangannya.