What a fantastic day!
I received something very meaningful , and make me even wiser. How I wish I could be a psychic, like you. :P
I also didn't bother to count how many months we are (technically) together, 10 months I guess. that would be great! I'm such a lucky guy to be friends with you (kembang sampai koyak. lame :P) I guess this is what I (or we) call in a nutshell of whatever happened last year around august to end of October.. I felt touched , and at the same time guilty for whatever I've done. I apologize for anything that makes you hurt so badly. But still, we made it till now. :) Hope that we will made it till the end (if fate determine) insya Allah, Amin ya Rabbal 'alamin.
Now to a different story.
Where are my ol' friends? :(
Recent activities make me (somehow) pissed off with them. I may not tell their names cause it will bring more shame to them. Just because of "a person", everybody (my known friends) follows suit. I also don't understand why you want to have "grudges" or feeling 'envy' towards *elite* people. The problem started with you alone, and it influences other. Just to prove that how influential you are, you (and more to the other person) bring me to the mosque and join the youth wing.
I thank you (guys) for bringing me here, it's a moment that I could share with you (guys) for almost everything. But why you guys pulling yourselves out, one-by-one? I felt disappointed. Just because of some behavioural act(s), you feel demoralised.
I am totally disappointed with all your acts. (i know who you are). I cannot advice already cause you're grown up. It's up to your initiative to stay within the organisation or just leave. Tak boleh disuruh, bila part sekolah, sampai jadi "pak sanggup". Hais. Da dapat "kuasa" lah katakan. sibuknya tak terkira sampai takde masa utk tlg mesjid.
Ha, ni lagi satu, buat school projects kat masjid. Pakai masjid nye facilities. Abeh tak tahu balas jasa. Might as well jgn datang kan lagi bagus. Jadi comittee tak ada rasa tanggungjawab pada diri. and pasal chairman tu kawan kau, bole suka hati ah. PLS EH. Da jadi mcm DISRESPECTFUL aku tgk. Nak main2, ada tempatnya. Aku rasa Victorians tu eh lagi baik dari kau. Byk nah kau pey "benci pada elite's" oops sorry I might blow myself up but who cares. I made the conclusion to write this cause updating status at facebook, and twitter is useless. Aku bkn nak bbl buruk pasal kau lah. But just telling the truth. Dah . Malas nak ckp lagi, nak tolong ke tanak , suka hati kau lah. kalau taknak, jangan datang lagi pun cantik. For two years I've known you, now you are showing your very true colours, good job man, good job. Teruskanlah mcm g2 nye perangai. And Prove me wrong if you can succeed in future without starting from the bottom, and how hard you feel being on top.
That's all for me , till then,
I'll keep my promise till fate brings us together, I do have that strong feeling as well. Thank you very, very much for the gift, it motivates me to become a better person, and it's priceless. Memories make me laugh and cry.
I just wait for the perfect day to come,
saying that:
I'm ready to face the challenge,
but promise me
that we'll face it together,
despite all boundaries.
"I love you" .
forever and always will be.
ok yat, future 1st okay. bear that in mind. kekeke :D
