See, until now I havent post her letter yet. I miss her. and Who's Harold? Leaving me a question mark that maybe you can answer and I could comprehend. :/ This is what's currently in my mind now.

I couldn't be that strong enough for the past few days. It trembles me so much that I've broke down and nobody to sulk with. Gosh I'm such a dramatic person. In the heart. :P

I'd slept alot less than usual, my eyes are painful, my mind urges me to sleep (almmost all the time) and The feeling of mourning is just getting worse.

I don't know how to end this thing(I mean the worst feelings ever had).

Maybe I'm not good enough for you.

Maybe I made you mad most of the time.

Maybe...... I don't know.

This made me even scared. Scared that something will happen in the future. Unexpected things. Sometimes, Hoping is just a significant thing to do. If you expect the least of anything.

I thank God for giving me life. And the people around me. I'm blessed. And I'm happy with it.

And lastly,

Kalau awak dah jumpa pengganti,

saya akan lepaskan awak.

Kerana saya gembira tengok awak bahagia.